Goodbye guys i'm flying to Japan later tonight nooooooooooooooooo

 

but thank goodness...i'll be bringing a wolf cap my friends got for me for my birthday this year heheeheheheeh yeahh

i'm scared cos i hate taking aeroplanes really i have this fear since young oh dear how

 

shucks and i always have weird imaginations like if i go to japan and the ground shakes vigorously and i'll die underground and i'll never return and i can't read fanfics anymore 

 

or like the hotel i'm in is actually an illusion and i get rammed by a car or i get lost and i end up having to take up samurai lessons for a living or something what am i even saying

 

imagine if the room is haunted omfg i hate horror haha

 

 

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you see when i was little and i went to Malaysia (Penang to be exact) by the sea it was called er... wait i can't remember i only know it's by the sea and it was all lovely. 

 

but the very next day after we left...

 

 

the news reported that there was a tsunami. 

 

 

I don't know if any of you heard of it, but it was a disaster and my whole fmaily was so relieved we left 'on time'.  i was too young to comprehend much.

 

And when my mom told me that the whole shore was swept away even the horses i rode on must have died..i think i cried when she told me that because the horsy i rode on was very friendly oh hey look i sound like a childish derp but really i love horses.

 

and my mom said maybe the masseus who did her feet have been clinging onto a coconut tree too okay not funny but yeah.

 

and another time my dad went on a business trip to the Philipines, right after he took off, there was a tsunami or something too and it was really depressing... what if fate decides to be cruel this time???? omg plus my phobia of planes oh my holy cheese fk

 

 

Talking about the Philipines, it's tremedously heart breaking at what's going on there now. People there are struggling with survival and coping with core grief while here we are in comfortable couches surfing the net. Worse still, I'm going to be on a holiday. Really... We should all pray for them and be grateful with where we are and what we have now.

 

 

 

 

 

i hope i make it back in one piece because dude i have't even confessed my liking to anyone in my whole life neither have i achieved a diploma for piano or scored an A for english writing or shake hands with baek or finish reading awesome fanfics I'M ONLY FIFTEEN ARGH WHAT i need my chill pills pls waitz hmmmmzz

 

wow i just realised writing stuff like this in this blog really helps me a lot even though i'm having an active monolouge here. 

 

 

 

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but thankfully i'm still quite excited with my cap please don't mind my face i had to take a picture to ease my anxiety and phobia of planes guys i will have to hug this cap with me or i'm sure i will vomit my way to narnia

 

warning: do leave now because the following pictures are NC16 cos i have frekles and im very fat my face is fat i will opt for surgery when i can MUAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAH anyone with me okay sobs just joking my family might disown me 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

omg you are a rebellious

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

just kidding no picture cos no one is interested anyway maybe next time.....sigh......on a serious note. 

 

 

 

I am really scared of planes.

 

 

on a more serious note. I am so sorry to break this to whoever read Hardships and a Photobook and thought it was well written. You wanna know why? You got to promise me you won't bash me or anything but. 

 

Believe it or not. 

 

 

I never pass my English papers. Not even kidding. My English is really bad. I always end up passing by a little because my writing pulls me up by a teeny weeny bit. If not, i practically flunk my other paper all the way.

 

 

So i so much. and so i was super super super super suprised that people read it. aha. and you know what? My whole family mocks me cos i wrote a fanfic. especially my dad. sometimes i want to sneak in his room at night and chop his hair till it's shining bald or burn his computer and fill the screen with my hello-kitty stickers i've kept since young alright i'm getting off topic.

 

 

 

so yeah. i'm sorry if i disappoint anyone. i don't pass my English papers. I'm not fit to write anything. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Okay i have to go now... hope to see new subs or comments or story updates when i get back heh heh ^_^

 

 

 

....bye :'(

 

 

 

 

maybe....

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maybe not....

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just kidding God says I will haahaha /self-delusional/  

 

HIT IT KYUNGSOO STYLE 

 

 

 

okay goodbye for real...cos my mom just threw me some money and asked me to go to buy some milk for her.. BECAUSE SHE WANTS TO BAKE MUFFINS NOW WHAT THE ACTUAL HELL WE ARE NOT EVEN DONE PACKING WHAT THE

 

i can't bear to leave this page though tbh. oh and

 

will you guys mind if i post a blog after i come home with some pictures of japan?? i really really like taking pictures...but i don't wish to spam my ig with all that

 

 

 

 

bye... :'(

 

 

 

I'm scared of planes