Hello my readers/subscribers/friends!~ 

So, since today is like a day off in Belgium (for I reason I don't know and honestly I don't really care) I had another day I could stay home, studying... doing some SHINee business in the meantime, etc.
But about half an hour ago I took the train. And when I was about to get off there was this cute Asian boy waiting with me in the train's passage. I don't know how it works in your countries, but here there are these doors that close automatically between the different parts of the train and he was standing right in the opening.
So, he was staring at me, like literally , and the door closed; the cutie practically crushed between the door. He quickly opened it again, not daring to look at me and I only giggled and got off the train when it stopped. 
We parted ways after.
...
No wonder I'm single. 
I feel like such an idiot. I should've talked to him. I mean he was bigger than me (that's rather... odd for an Asian person) or at least the same size, he wore this long y black coat, you know, like Minho has also and I was merely drowning in his eyes as he stared at me (so I was probably staring back).
And I didn't do anything. Nothing.
Maybe I'm just too scared to talk to boys. 
I don't have this problem with girls.
Maybe I am a lesbian. 
*sigh

What do you guys think? :/
Sorry for my complaining. -_-

Love,

~ ♥