I did.  I ING TOUCHED HIM!!!!!!! 

I saw the MAGNIFICENT MALFORMED BOX at Sagami tonight.  OMFG. 

I spent way too much money on merch: got the new parka (it's ing awesome and big and just wonderful), the cosmic bear keychain, the RAD shirt (the other two were already sold out), and the big zip bag.  WHich is a pretty awesome bag for just 1200yen.  

Okay, first of all, I was 7th row, but it was a small venue so it felt ALOT closer.  And I was directly in front of Aoi.  It's probably wishful thinking on my part, but I swear to god he looked at me and I smiled, and then he smiled back.  Please let me believe that if nothing else XD Also I'm pretty sure Ruki pointed at me.  Probably imagined that, too, but just let me believe it, okay!? 

Anyways, they were ing awesome.  They played all their songs from the new album, Last Heaven is just ing gorgeous.  They did Filth in the Beauty and Cockroach, too.  Headacheman, and Vermin, too.  Just a great setlist.  Two encores.  Ride with the Rockers was pretty good, its really changed since I last saw them live.  Reita and Uruha like put their butts together and did this dance together lmao.  It was hilarious.  Also, Aoi kicked Reita's foot off the stand while he was playing (I guess cause he was on his side and you don't ing stand on Aoi's stand lol).

Aoi threw condoms to the crowd.  I think, they looked like packages lol I almost caught one of Kai's drumsticks, grazed it but the girl next to me got it.  Almost got one of Reita's picks too but it bounced under the seats in front of me.  Ruki drank from a bottle and then threw the water on us, so one of my dreams has been fulfilled (seriously).  

But the BEST PART!?  Uruha came to our side of the stage and I was so ing close that I actually got to reach out at touch him.  

Omg, those legs.  I have loved those damn legs for years...and I finally got to touch them.  Oh god, his silk tights...*sigh*

I know I probably shouldn't have done it, like I hesitated for a moment, but then I was like, it.  I'm sorry, Uru, it's only cause I love you so damn much.  I'm just really happy that I got to see him that ing close and I touched him.  He's real, he EXISTS!! 

Almost got to touch Ruki, too, and that gorgeous red velevt suit, but he left before we got the chance.

But still...URUHA!!! OMG!!

I can die happy now.  Uruha has been my number one guitarist/bias/idol whatever since 2006.  This is the guy that made me want to play guitar, that really made me appreciate and love Japanese music.  

I am just, ugh, so ing happy right now.

All the way home I wanted to cry I was so happy...

I TOUCHED URUHA!!

GAZEROCK FOREVER!!!!