I Know Some People Don't Care But it Hurts...

I know some people don't even care about what happened in my irl school day today but I just broke up with the person  who actually said he had a crush on me. 
This was actually happened; 

1. I was playing with my friends and Raymond's friend, Leshawn, got the permission to tell me he Raymond liked me.
2. It took my a long time to answer him right away but I gave the true answer on Hallowe'en and it was a 'Yes'.
3. We were together for 2 weeks and he just said he liked my friend more then me, that time I didn't care so I just said okay but the more I think about it, it hurt me a lot so I said, "I'm going to dump you." 
4. He was hurt so we weren't even friends anymore but I said forgive me and please stop but he wanted me back so I said 'Yes' again.
5. We were like that for 2 more weeks and just on November 7th, 2013, he said I was hitting a lot out loud on purpose so I felt extra guilty so I sort of bailed and cried (fake)
6. At lunch recess... He was with Leshawn while I was with my other friends and he was talking about me how I was hitting him too much so I over heard them and really didn't feel good...
7. I was walking to the bench until I dropped my kind of letter from him on the grass and I couldn't find it, at that point, I really cried a bit and ended it with him on the bat.
8. From his eyes, I could see he was really hurt and said okay, I was like, "He doesn't care... Wasting my ing time." Then left and cried in the washroom.

9. For the last time, my eyes are still red and poofed up.

I know people don't care but I was really hurt. I won't be updating for some time. Mianhae 

 

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Yoruclaw #1
Aren't you supposed to be eleven? And, now... You're somewhat... Inlove?