I'm leaving Cluj tonight, heading for Brasov, my dear hometown. And with this, I think it's time to tell you that I am seriously thinking of leaving AFF as well. It's not that I'm done with writing or that I have problems here, it's just that... I don't know, I just have the feeling that I should do it, I should just leave.

I still don't know what to do, so yeah, still pondering about it...

*sigh* Still have that nasty feeling of loneliness hanging around me, but I think I will be better with time. Maybe it's better to just let it slide and look the other way. Can't force anyone into being my friend/accept my feelings. Really now! And if I am cool enough to just get over it, I have a plus later on.

Heh, I need to go back to being cheerful and nice and just... be me. I like being cheerful and 'optimistic', if I were to quote a friend of mine even though I'm grumpy from nature. It's easier to be liked when you're nice and smile and say nice things to people, but you're still sincere. I like people like that and I strive to be one as well^^ Silly, right?

Anyway, wanted to let you know about my thoughts and all.

So yeah, take care and have a wonderful, wonderful day and week ahead of you, sweet fireflies! ^~^