HIATUS
I'll be going inactive for a while...
Some things came up. I needed a new perspective and I’m emotionally a mess. Well when am I not, right? But things lately have been putting me test after test and I feel like I'm losing focus on what I'm actually in school for.
But I can’t afford to lose focus when things are its nitty gritty. Grad school is eating me alive and I really want to quit. Since we have a workaholic environment with 7 days of work and an almost non-existent vacation time, I'm close to burning out. I've got hopefully 2 semesters left.
Writing has always been a joyful escape for me. I feel like it's also my responsibility to put out things that are quality and would take readers for a ride, you know. And I love having everyone around here. I just need to regroup and take a look at what it is I need to get myself to where I want to be. It would be a disservice to you if I left without a word.
So here I am telling you that updates might be few and far between. I'm so sorry. It's just that... Because I wanted to escape my toxic work life and have all the other distractions around, I might just lose what I've been building for more than a year now here in grad school.
Yes its all about organization and time management but I’m unreliable with that so I’m taking my chance and laying low until I get a grip on myself. It's hard to explain to anyone not going through this but I hope you can understand me.
I'll still be here and I'll try to update as much as I can. Your patience and silent support is enough for me.
Thanks for being such an open guest into my writing. I never knew I could reach so many people just by my words alone. I do cherish every single one of my readers, silent and otherwise.
Special thanks to the friends I made here. You guys are all so beautiful to me.
I'll still want to hear from y'all.
Maffy
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