Today mom asked me to play Super Junior's premium live in japan. I was hesitate because I know what will happen, happened to me. I played the disc for her & can't help but to stay and watch it. Then, tears started to form.

Its like I wish I could live in those times where all 13 of them are all still together. I feel right now I wanna live in the one of the fanfic like nestine's 'take two' story . No doubt that I really miss them that it hurts so much.

I'm just still this one of the fans wishes to see all 13 of them together one day again.

I had to confess, there was this one time I babbles stuff like "Who is Hangeng?". fans may bash me for that I know I shouldn't but when I saw the allkpop article said about Hangeng opened up why he left, it hurts. I wanted him to watch again all those available discs how happy he was when he's with them. sees that those things that they had done so far wasn't fake wasn't pain but oh well, it might be pain but its a worth pain for yes? or a no? I know I'm not living in his shoes T...T just still wishing those day will come again even though its impossible...

FIN

love, just one of ELF that still belief in 13.