I just wanted to say this to someone. 

I really don't know why I digged up that teddy he gave me yesterday night but I slept with it. When I woke up in the morning my friend told me that one of our mutual friends told her that he's getting married. I didn't feel bad but I felt weird because of the teddy. But then she told me that it must be a lie he fabricated to get my attention and to prove this right, one of his friends who didn't have my contact number pinged me in whatsapp. I was confused. I blocked him outright. 

I asked another friend of mine to confirm and she said that there were no news about any marriage plans. 

Why is he doing this? 

If he's really getting married, I don't care. Good for him. 

But if he's doing this to get my attention, I really have a lot to ask. It's almost 3 years now. 

Why did you make me end it when you were to whine like this? 
You've told me time and again that this is not the end. 

I've never changed. When I say something it's that. I told you it's not a child's play and it's not. When will you grow up. You're 30 now. Jeez.  Please, grow up. 

Make a decision. Live your life. Don't make me feel bad like this again and again. 

Couple of months back, I thought I'd die because we had to spend 3 days together. 

Please. 

I cannot take this. 

Don't even this about inviting me to your marriage.

Puttahge!

P.S. I know nobody's reading this so I know I can vent this here.