the other day i had a serious conversation with my brother.

which is weird because we dont usually talk to each other about serious .

ANYWAY, the other day my brother's girlfriend came over and my mum wanted to have a 'serious' talk with them, i honestly thought that she was joking about this, but she was being dead serious about it. they talked about how they are too young to have and .

BUT to where this blog is about, after my brothers girlfriend left, she sat down next to me while i was playing gta 5 and told me how pissed off he was at my mum for saying all the about having , he actually knew better and said "we know we're too young for that and she isn't that kind of girl." the way he said it actually made me believe what he was saying was true.

but the other thing he said was "i'd rather be with dad then mum because he gives me more freedom and mums like a physco." and somehow, i thought about this for a really long time but i guess he was telling the truth, i haven't seen my dad for over two years and im too scared to see him because of reasons.

but him saying that and that she is really overprotective and she judges people as well, it just makes me not want to live with her anymore.

I want to leave the house but i wouldn't know who to go to because if i dont want to go either to my parents i would be alone and i wouldn't have anywhere or someone to look after me. But all im saying is, my brother made a good point and i dont know what to do from here, i've tried telling her about what she did to my brother and his girlfriend was really stupid but she obviously took it the other way and she said "you dont know that" i guess no matter hard i try to explain to her, she'll end up believing stuff that isnt true without any evidence and that really pisses me off.

How would she know that they're doing stuff in the room? she is that kind of person to assume things and keep it like that. I hate it.

thats all i wanted to say because i wanted to share my thoughts out about this. bye