my love for kim himchan is unhealthy.

it has been almost a year since i knew his name, and idk. he became my ultiimate bias. ; A ;

there are a lot of reasons why i love this guy. here's 10 of them.

001. he's just simply adorable.

i love how he acts like a kid despite himself being at the age of 23. 

he sometimes tends to act a lot more childish than the other members. OTL

002. he's a total fan fool. he loves the fans even more than the fans love him. ( i just can't with this guy. )

he loves acting all cute around fans, too. ( oh wait, he is adorable. e u e )

003. he's just awfully good looking. < / 3

and yes, he can drive a car. he's got a license. omg omg.

004. when he wears sleeveless shirts, i just die. ; Q ;

idk anymore, he's to perfect. ; u ;

005. he's really, really sassy. sasschan. e u e

now don't call your umma a liar again, junhongie. e u e b

006. he's too pretty to be a guy. OTL

you 'na mean? /bricked.

007. he likes playing with his tongue. ; ;

like, holy . e n e ;

008. i like his teeth. o u o

a lot of people say his teeth are ugly, but to me it's beautiful. ; u ;

009. i love how feminine he looks when he's around yongguk. u 3 u

because i ship banghim so much, k? banghim just get married. OTL

010. we share a common thing: we both like meat. too much. e u e

just look at the things this stupid peasant does for meat. OTL ( open them in new tabs to get higher quality, kekeke. e u e b )

and now, a short message for this person whom i consider stupid, but i love him anyway.

hey, you, kim himchan. i know you're not reading this right now, and there's no way you would, but i don't care, i'd still do this anyway. let's start from when i first knew about you, okay? it was because of my best friend. i had been a fan of korean pop music for six sraight years, but after that, i stopped for a bit and focused on american songs. i used to love one direction and big time rush before i knew about bap, OTL. it was then my best friend showed me your music video for one shot, because i consider myself a big fan of action movies. e u e b i was amazed then, but it was daehyun who caught my eye first. then came zelo, but idk, it didn't feel right, i guess? e n e ; i kept on repeating the mv then, and then that's when i took notice of you. you looked so cool, fixing the car and all. i asked my best friend what your name was, and that's when she told me: your name was kim himchan. i laughed at it for a few moments, saying it was a funny name, but then stopped when i heard that you had a groupmate named bang yongguk, and i never laughed at your name again. i laughed at yongguk's. e u e i could remember it was april 18 when i spent the whole day stalking you. i saved tons of pictures of you. i have over 500 pictures of you on my phone right now, and that's just one folder. you just have a perfect face, k? the next day was april 19th, your birthday. i can recall myself going to the mall and buying a cake suit for one person, and told myself it was for you even though you can't, and won't receive it. i was into you up until school started this june, and believe me, my life got a lot brighter and happier when i met you. it may sound corny, but yes it did get a lot happier. i love how honest you are towards how you feel. i love how you love us, your fans, even more than you love yourself. i love how you think of others before you think of yourself. i love how you make us laugh. i love how you confuse me sometimes. i love everything about you. i love you, i love you, i love you. i love you and that won't change.

well that wasn't really a short message... /smacked. but yeah. i love him. always will.