Since I'm 15 I always think, "What means of friend actually?" and I never get any answer until today. I don't want have a lot of friends but I just need only one to be my great friend ever. I hope one day I'll get one. I noticed something. Every time I closed with someone and suddenly she will leave me because she have new friend. I know I'm so choosy but we should choose a better one to be our friends right? Actually, after all these happends to me, I think that I don't have any best friend because for sure they also think the same one with me :) I'm not a good friend even I try to be with them every time they need someone because I hate to see people sad. I know that I'm always jealous every time they have closed with someone else but I really hate to see they talk with other or do something with other because that time for sure they wont talk to me but I knew that they never realised. It's ok! At least I wont forget my friends. Don't talk that's didn't mean that I hate you it just..... I don't know!!!! :D