Tomorrow is 21st October. Its the day I have been dreading for nearly 2 years now. Why? It's the start day of my national exams. To my reader, I know I have a terrible authore who hasnt updated since like March, and even some, since last year. I've been counting down for my exams, and I didn't have the time nor feels to write. I don't even know what nor why I'm writing this now. Its not like anybody is going to read this... but... I'm so so so scared. I feel so irritated with myself, succumbing to temptations and wasting a lot of precious time. I even wasted yesterday and today watching Cool Kidz On the Block(Its all Changmin and Feeldog's fault). Sigh... Tomorrow is my english exam but... Im scared cause lately I haven't been doing very well and all this kpop is making my english standard very low. I have written anything for a while now so how am I going to write an essay tomorrow. Its 2 essays in fact! I don't know why I'm still writing this. I'm supposed to be sleeping but... gah! I need to study for SS also. I hope Cambridge isn't evil though. I mean we're the first batch taking the new english syllabus! Whats the plural form for syllabus? Is it syllabi? It looks weird though... sgshcdhakbsakkabz I don't know anymore! Sighs... just 27 more days and my exams will be over. I don't even know why they have to drag it for so long.oh wells. Gd luck to me and to all those taking exams! After all, life's nothing but tests. I wish there was a really got oneshot I can read now to get some english feels. Oh well. I hope my dreams aren't weird again though. I mean, I dreamt of ppl eating each others hands! Thay doesnt seem like a good omen. Is that how you spell it? My spelling really ! I even spelled comma wrongly before. Oh wells. I'm digressing again. Got to go sleep. Yes. Sleep is good. TT I'm sure no one is going to read this cause NO ONE WHO CARE ABOUT ME! Sigh... I really got to stop. But you know, I think this is longer than the average length of the chapters of my fanfics. I should really write longer for my updates. Yeah. I'm going to update in December cause I still have things like graduation and prom and stuff after the exams. So.. yeah... K. That was me practicing my writing before the exams, well. Its reallt bad though. This is long and borinf and so poorly structured. I feel like I'm just ranting to myself, especially since no ones gonna read this. Oh well. Good night me, and Good Luck for the exams. I pray I didn't forget to pack anything. Hwaiting!