Last Strike (Katapusang Labok) and My Hopeless Dream of Being Writer

I'm just blown away by the achievement my friend back in elementary/highschool has made.  We aren't close, but we are friends and our parents know each other.

 

http://www.cinemalaya.org/films/short-feature/katapusang-labok

 

Like wow~ !!! I have a director friend now XD She even won Best Short Film award for Shorts Category, Cinemalaya Philippine Independent Film Festival.

 

And now this short film is being shown in an arts festival in London.  Wow~ I think it's really quite an achievement. 

 

This is the official trailer.

 

But I think I prefer this trailer... um... the not quite official one? I don't know what to call this, but I love it because the scene is breathtaking.

 

In a way, I'm envious of her because she is doing the thing she really seems to like (and not being a nurse like what most of our highschool batchmates have become which I am one of them... sigh).

 

If you've read my previous blogs, you might have read something about me mentioning about another elementary/highschool friend who became newscaster on T.V.   The course she took was something she really wanted and it looks like she made quite an achievement too.

 

It made me wonder what if I really pursued being a writer instead of being a nurse in which I am not even practicing being a nurse after graduating.

 

I tell people that I have given up on trying to be a professional writer and that I am simply writing as a hobby or for fun, but I guess deep down, I have some frustrations, regret, and bitterness. ^^;; 

 

In a way, it's my own fault too for not pushing myself and not doing anything to pursue that "dream" and for simply giving up. 

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kyuBBlabs
#1
wow., that's good! your friend is included in cinemalaya? like it's a big thing! *clap clap*
Koala_Ray
#2
dear..don't say your dream are useless..there's always a way to achieve it..like me for example,i wanted to become a lawyer but I drop out to help my father..still,that doesn't stop me..i would and will take classes after my father problem is solved..hwaiting okay?
hae_ki #3
actually jishu...pwede mn ka mg.continuing studies..churvah pero on the course you want. naa gani ko nadunggan nga story nga ni take xa ug med kai maoi gusto sa iya parents nya after graduating and probably becoming/practicing doctor kai nipadayon sya sa unsa iya gusto...
Kuehki
#4
Wow, if I had friends like that I'd feel a little envious too. I was thinking about becoming a writer, but then I thought 'do I really want to do that?' and now I have no clue on what to do -_-
deductionmaniac
#5
i'm in my last year in hs and i wanted to take a course about writing because it's what i love. really. but my parents disagree so i creyd ;__;
pls go for your dream so you won't feel what im currently feeling lol
naruwookie #6
Hey, it's not too late you know, to achieve your dream, as long as you're still alive. Of course it'll be harder, because you already chose to be a nurse, but when there is a will there's a way. If you feels that this is bothering you very much, maybe you can try achieve the dream back? Up to you, it's all in your choice. I will just be your virtual moral supporter here, haha. xD
BabymooKpopLuvver
#7
Youre dream isnt useless ^^
Persue it :3
Youre an amazing author already :)
Oh, is your foot better aswell?
renprix
#8
nahhh. you might regret practicing. hihihi. kbawat galaw, nkasalalay ang lisensya.
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#9
awh.. Unnie.. Don't be sad.. Maybe it's your fate to be a nurse. ^^