I..I ...I really don't know. What am I going to do without him? Whats the point of living? He saved my life and now he is leaving ?? I cried my eyes out soooo much this morning! This wan't suppose to happen! He was supposed to do a comeback with the boys this month! How can this happen! Words can't explain the emptiness i am feeling ! What am i going to do without him! I ONLY LOVED HIM! I never loved Jinyoung GD Minho Yoseob Deahyun ANYONE like i loved him! What am I going to do! How am i going to see his face ? How am i going to know if he is doing good or if he is healthy? What am i going to do? I mean my whole instagram is dedicated to him! My asianfanfic ! MY story is on him what do i do ?!?! I am going to miss you so much Dongho! So so soooo much! Maybe we well see each other? Maybe my thoughts well come true ....