So the news of Dongho leaving U-Kiss is now confirmed and the KissMe in me that was once excited for their October comeback is now troubled and upset over the news.

People who knows me true AFF or any other means will know that I am NOT Dongho-biased but and Eli-biased instead. My love for Eli is overwhelming, more than my love for U-kiss actually, but nevertheless I still love U-Kiss A LOT.

I previously posted and angst post on tumblr when the news just came out. At that point I was having my own problems and this add on so I just posted things that may look like I was a self-obessed fan and someone atually commented and dissed me on that.

Becase of that I actually put out another post explaining my real intention for that post. I shall put my post here.

First thing first because U-Kiss is my one of my to 3 most ultimate bias group. They are one of the reason that I manage to survive through one of my tough times.

When 2 years plus back news of Xander and Kibum leaving the group came out, you guys don’t know how crushed I was. It was like I instantly thought that U-Kiss will go down to the deepest pits and never get up again. But things went well with them since AJ and Hoon join and make the group a 7 member group again.

Still then my head and heart thought that they left because of studies or reasons like that. I was just 15 years old back then. Stupid enough to believe the article that NHMedia releases. But after awhile I realise it was because NHMedia thought they were not good enough.

Now the news of Dongho leaving and the article that came out was almost the same as that of the previous years. I was crushed and a feeling of Deja Vu came over me. I don’t want NHMedia to lie to the fans.

Right at these moment, with my head clear, I will believe what NHMedia is saying but soon enough the truth will come out. I just want the real reason. I won’t hold a protest or anything. I’m just a mere international fan that never have the chance to lay my eyes on U-Kiss due to circumstances even though they have come to SG twice.

I’m sorry to those who thinks that my previous post was too selfish and self-obsessed. I swear I’m not. I am really conscious about an idol life. I too know that they are humans. I don’t even rage when my bias are dating another person. It just so happen I was too shock and everything because the same thing happen twice. I’m sorry once again. 

To Dongho, whatever your choice is, I wish you all the best and may you come back to the entertainment industry again. Although you were not my ultimate favourite in U-Kiss, I still love you because you help to bring U-Kiss name up. You were almost the whole reason how U-Kiss is so well known now. I hope that you’ll succeed in your studies and everything. You will forever be a part of U-Kiss.

U-Kiss, OT9. KissMes, everlasting love to U-Kiss

This was what I wrote and this is my real intention. I'm sorry if my words are harsh or anything, but this is from the bottom of my heart.

xoxo

Seoblove