Hi guys. i know you subscribed to this story and is expecting me to update it once in a while. i would like to send my deepest apologies to my dear readers, i don't know how to explain this... but i'm putting this story in a Hiatus.

i'm sorry. i'm really really sorry.

i'll try to explain the situation that i am in.

first off... 

i'm no longer inlove.

i don't have a boyfriend for 3 years now but i'm inlove.

i'm a hopeless romantic and i love the idea and feeling of being in love.

i can easily think of things, of romantic and heartbreaking situations, and nice catching up scenes but...

suddenly, i can no longer feel the same thing. the same giddy feeling, the same errr. do you guys get it?

Second, 

i don't think i can write good stories anymore. 

yes, i think that all the things that i'm writing are full of crap.

i've read stories by others and... i find mine lagging behind everyone else's...

i don't know how to improve my stuff and i'm getting depressed because of that.

ALSO, i've ran out of ideas anymore... i think my stories are just repeating and just changing characters...

i have all the time in the world to update this story and the other story that was on going, but i just can't produce something worth reading....

i'm really sorry guys... T.T