I Thought About Jinki All Night Last Night

I was up all night thinking about Jinki. I always ask myself, "Who is Jinki?" I see Onew on tv but I don't know Jinki. I'm just so curious about him, and my curiosity got the best of me last night and kept me up. I cried because my curiosity didn't lead me anywhere to roaming thoughts of who he really is. I see him smiling all the time as if he's happy, but is he hiding something? Is he really hurt or is he just happy and bright all the time? I know with living a busy life style isn't easy, and he and s don't get enough sleep and they all get sick, home sick, and sad like we all do, but are they really happy all the time? I'm sure they're very appreciative that we support them and smile because of us :D I just wish I the least I could do is give each of them a hug. Especially Jinki because I wonder so much about him and the least I want to do is hug out of love and take care of his health but it's probably not my place to :( I Love My SHINee boys♥♥♥♥, especially the leader. I just wish I could take care of him and keep him healthy because I feel like he spends so much time taking care of others he forgets about himself. My poor little baby ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ Sorry I can't control my hormones, I was being very emotional last night but I had a reason to :D
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lawlee #1
I share your sentiments. We know close to nothing about Lee Jinki. No matter how big a fan we are of Onew, that's simply his stage persona, not him. I do hope that he isn't unhappy. The image that he has to keep is so difficult. I constantly wonder how he executes it so well. Always having to act like someone he isn't must take its toll on him eventually.

When GD revealed his feelings as Kwon Jiyong and not G-dragon in Coup d'état and Crooked, I felt so bad, but I couldn't do anything more than leave a comment on the comment box. We can do something for G-Dragon, but not directly for Kwon Jiyong.

They're both leaders, and I'm sure they deal with a larger amount of stress due to their positions. I remember watching this recent interview from SHINee's recent photo shoot for some clothing brand, and the interviewer asked who the weakest member was. Everyone immediately said it was Onew. Taemin even mentioned that he wanted to buy Onew medicine. Onew said that he lost a lot of weight from Everybody preparations. He really got thinner. I hope he's healthy.

Ahh sorry this just came out. Peace. :)
Dangerousluv1 #2
When I got into K-Pop last year and cried over some trivial things that happened to some K-idols my friends convinced me that I was stupid for doing so. But then I got deeper into the K-Pop fandoms and everything and then I realized that I wasn't stupid for being so emotional when it comes to my K-idols. I learned that it just meant that I cared about them and their health. So don't worry, there are many fans out there that care about their bias like you do. We might not be able to directly show them how much we care but I think they know already. Idol life can't be all happy all the time. No life is. But we all need bad times to truly appreciate the good... I don't know what else to say so I'm just going to end it there and hope it makes sense. Sorry, I've been doing a lot of hard trig equations and my brain is kinda fried at the moment ^^;
ArabianQueen #3
You are a true fan.
You truly care for him.
And that is amazing and loyal.
That is really incredible of you.

At first when I entered the Kpop fandom, I thought that crying over your favorite bands or idols was completely absurd. But now that I am deeper than what I used to be, I completely understand what they ( or you ) feel when they do so. But sadly all we could do is pray for them, support them, and love them. Because I know that if we got the chance to do more we would.

In my case my ultimate bias is Choi Seunghyun. And while I do wonder and worry about him, he seems like he is doing a good job at handling himself. But then I start to worry about GD, he seems to have it harder, so I guess leaders always have it hard. Especially if they are the type to do their job right. Onew in this case.
So don't worry. He'll be fine, we have no idea how many people around them care for them.
And again, the best we could do is support them. ^_^
Fighting!
MinMiShine94 #4
hmm don't worry i feel the same way about minho heck one time i was soo depressed the whole day because i couldn't do more for minho and the others especially minho i don't know how this happened but he's captured my heart and locked it up keeping the key safely with him i love him soo much sometimes i wonder if i'll ever get over this one sided love hmmmm i've been staying up for soo many days thinking about choi minho has he eaten is he tired is he ok how is he now has he gotten over loosing since i know he can't stand loosing hmm but everyday reality will come back and hit me in the face and will always remind me that i'm nothing more then just a simple fangirl to him hmm
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