I HATE YOU QAQ

If you guys aren't comfortable with lesbians or gays. Don't read this then :)

 

 

It's been five months, and we already know each other. I dunno, the first day of school you already caught my attention. I even gave up my feelings for the guy I like (who likes me back)

 

AISH IT'S YOUR FAULT! I KIND OF CHANGE MY PREFERENCES QAQ I THOUGHT I LIKE YOU TO BE MY FRIEND SO I KEPT ON TALKING TO YOU. I NEVER KNEW I HAVE FEELINGS FOR YOU

 

 

Consider yourself lucky :< I promised myself if I love someone I will love that person truthfully

 

 

AISH I HETCHUU Q///A///Q You make my body tensed up when you leaned on my shoulder for the first time! HECK, YOU EVEN MADE YOURSELF COMFORTABLE! 

 

I am going to confess in this site how my infatuation turned into love

 

I love you. I Love you. I love you so much it hurts

 

 

My unrequited love, I know it's going to last so long. 

 

I don't even know which you prefer the most

 

I guess you ARE REALLY STRAIGHT

 

XD

 

But I don't even want to lie to you. I can't even resist your request. I always help you even though you don't need my help. I show you my love with my eyes. I can't even hurt you.

 

 

 

 

ONCE I decided to move on, you always find a way to stay beside me. Until I pay attention to you again. And when I gave you my full attention, you will only give me half of it. 

 

 

Funny, it looks like you are using me. heh...We're not even lovers but why do I feel like we are?

 

 

It's a sin in my religion to love the same gender but I cannot do anything about it. I love you and I don't want to let go. 

 

One time you can't reach your ball pen and I'm just behind you. All of us are making our activity

 

You sighed and decided to fix your messed up pencil case 

 

I decided to give it to you. 

 

Hearing you say "Thank you" to me is pure bliss already

 

I would like to hear you say 'I love you too' someday

 

I might get blinded with love. I am scared with that. Yet I am trying so hard not to fall deeper. But is it even possible? I guess you aren't oblivious that I treat you better than anyone else...

 

 

 

I love you

 

 

 

 

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!

 

 

And if you guys are wondering what am I? I am not a lesbian neither straight. I am a Biual and I hope you guys are okay with it :|
 

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wishesdiary #1
I think you are cool lil sis :) fighting! I will support you. love is unconditional. just love people that you wanna love. love isnt a sin. stay strong! ♥
Kurota
#2
Author-nim fighting! I'm not really one for cheesy things but I hope you get her :).She is going to be lucky, a great writer is chasing after her XD
Totoro_lover #3
Though I'm pretty sure I'm biual,I'm not really the type to be disgusted by this type of things let alone judge. I just wanna say I know how you are feeling. I also fell for one of my friend that is a girl and we started being with each other and soon people started calling us a couple. She's really lucky you know, having someone like you love her, not like but love. I was kinda squealing back there when I was reading and I really wish you two will end up with each other and be happy :)
hopeless09 #4
Its fine... I even my self a biual.. love no choice..go for it.. shes a lucky girl...
cactus_dream
#5
Aigooo. . .
Chingu-yaaa. . . it's cute confession. . .
Ahhh, nae chingu fall in love eh. . .
Who is that lucky girl???
Tell meeeeehhhhh. . . .

Anyways. . . Fighting!!!!!
Go get her. . .
cucuMAber #6
Its okay ^^
Love is blind >.<hehehe
Fighting!!
troublemaker92 #7
Damn~ You're lovesick~ xD haha That girl is lucky,Don't worry dude~ I won't hate ya~
Phibster12
#8
I'm so freakin 1000000% coooooll with it bro!!! Don't worry when you need someone I'm here~~

But haha!! Sorry for laughing at you, you're like a lovesick puppy xD

Anyways, Hwaiting!!!!