Why do bad things happen? Why do we have to experience what's it like to be hurt? I just hate everything right now, I just want to lie in my bed until everything is over. 

You know what I hate the most? Wanting to speak out about something, but being afraid your voice is not loud enough to be heard. Being afraid that the one you want to listen, is not hearing a word that's coming out of your mouth.

People misunderstand the things I say or do, and they take it to another level. When someone jumps into one conclusion, it's hard to convince them that what they are believe, is not true. This week has been a tragic and I want it to all end. I felt like crying multiple times this week but I couldn't find a way to let it all out, it's hard you know. Having millions of things going through your head and then you have this huge problem that's weighing everything down, to just simply make it all worst. 

I just need someone to talk to right now, and I don't think anyone's on AFF right now... oh well. You guys should kik me, it's : tweeeetybird2202