I hope no one is reading this i'm just ranting.

I ing hate myself. 

You know why?

My test paper came and guess what I got for my english? A fail.

And the worst part, if I add the whole year for only english, which include 20%, 30%, 15% and 45%, i'm gonna fail my english.

And to promote to the next grade, I have to pass English and 2 other subjects, or, fail english and pass 4 other subjects. 

The 4 other subjects include, POA, Literature, Combined Sciences, and Combined Humans/ Mother tongue.

I'm so so so soo scared what if I don't promote to the next grade.

My maths is ed up, my english is ed up, so is my mother tongue.

I'm so scared guys..

I really am.