Sobbing alone in my bedroom again.

Just like the day before.

Telling people not to do, what I'm already doing.

Telling people not to think, what I'm already thinking.

 

But it goes on for them.

I'm just in a loop.

And endless cycle.

I can't speak. I can't reach out.

 

I can just cry.

Just bleed. 

Fade away when I'm not needed.

And wait for the next boat on the harbor.

 

No one tugs the tugboat.

 

Cause it's the strongest ship.

 

No one tugs the tugboat carried away by the current.

 

Cause it's strong enough to save itself.

 

No one tugs the tugboat.

 

No one realises the tugboat is broken.

 

Until finally.

 

The cable snaps.

The boat sinks on the horizon.

 

And The tugboat is Gone.