Stupid life...people come and lift you up of the ground and when you are high enough they let you fall so you get more hurt than you were befor..It's ironic that those so called friends always say that they don't want to get hurt like that..but they always do it to others..I know that people come and people go..that love comes and within a second it can be gone forever but.. I don't know it hurts to much...It hurts nearly as much as when you thought you're done with love forever but then out of nowhere there is that one person..Who seems to like you...Who is kind to you and seems to like you the way you are...Who teases you but somehow in a cute way..and you really like that person the that way..but don't know if that is really what the person thinks of you..and there you are then ..sitting alone in your dark room..trying to sleep..but you can't cuz that person is all over your mind..and offically also you are taken....and you go insane day by day a bit more.. just because you are scared that this special person is in the end like the friends you let you fall down again..I think I'm already insane I'm sorry...