I'm starting hate my life because everybody

is telling me, i'm huge, i'm too ugly,

i'm not pretty enough to be with my friends

i am such a tomboy,

i'm too mature for my age, but i'm not like that

they just don't know me

i actually changed

i go shopping

i wear makeup

i love sleeping over with my BFFs,

am i not enough for you guys

because alot people think that, even my relatives,

but to tell you guys, i'm trying very hard

to not be an idiot

to not be stupid 

to not be ugly 

to not be dumb

but life is just too hard for me.