wahhh~ i should write this diary stuff more im soo bad~ (sowwy all you stalkers...Sicar mainly)

dear diary,

its me again, i have some of the greatest friends ever and i promise to never bore you if i do please dont stop talking to me *sobs*

Sica Unnie~

 Your the best Unnie ever, you made me feel better after i found outthe guy i like has a girlfriend, you understood my situation perfectly which made us even closser, your like an eomma to me i hope it continues.

Saengie Kookie~

even after you found out i like you, you still talked to me and made me feel really special and loved, i thought it would be awkward  between us but its not. i wont lie i still like you even though you have a girlfriend, it make me really jelouse that she is with you and can make you happy. i will always like you <3 O//^\\O

these two and more(including siwon, leeteuk and kyuhyun) have made life here more fun and enjoyable for me