hey I'm back

okay, so I know most of you dont read these, but I just have these to ge things off my chest since i have no friends to talk to. 

#foreveralone

I have a job now... so I guess thats a step up in my life. $5 an hour and there are 3 kids i have to watch. its an after-school thing. 

anyhoe,

i dont have much to write cuz nothing interesting has happened out of school. I guess school makes life more interesting, huh? i will soon get back to my fanfic as soon as im finished procrastinating. Cuz im a lazy who draws tattoo designs all day because my dream is to become a tattoo artist and liste to heavy metal all day while blasting Kpop on the car ride home.

lol i wanna be in a metal band, sorry. SO HUMILIATING

i kinda wonder what my parents would do if i ran away or commited suicide. i mean, i sit on my roof for like 3 hrs a day doing homework, and they dont call for me or anything. i dont even think they notice im gone. I honestly really, really wanna cut. WHY WON'T IT STOP. i ing want it so stop, but it wont. life . it hates me and i hate it. I'm not giving in, though.

i wish i could post my designs on here, but idk how to post pics and . if anyone does, lemme know how ok?

or you can look at it on my instagram.

i need more people to follow! comment your usernames below! mines @heyjazlyn :)

kbye