so i've been getting private msgs and post asking when i will be updating my other fics

because lately, i have been updating "Connected" only

i just want you to know that right now, i am very busy and i am basing my updates on reader response

so upon my recent updates, it's "My Senior Year" that didn't get a very good response

i actually think it's silly, because i have 800++ subscribers, and yet it was only those who have been responding before

and those who just recently found the fic have been responding

same goes with "Hooked On You" with 600++ subscribers... it didn't get good feedback the recent update

i know you must all be busy... we all are... but a short reminder that you have been reading the update

that took days and lots of hours to write despite the busy schedule would be enough

i know i shouldn't be asking for anything in return, but reader-demand is a bit over-whelming

i used to frequently update, yes... it's because i know people are reading, and they are responding

but not lately... so really, i see updating more as a burden right now

the sense that i am only updating because i dont want my fics to go dormant

no inspration at all... LOL... i'm sorry...

and then i tried opening up my fics again (removing the subscriber-only access)

instead of gaining subscribers, i lost some

god, updating and writing makes me feel like my fics are not worth anyone's time

i can keep writing... but i can't keep publishing if things are like this

i'm still very thankful though... because i have loyal readers

they tend to skip comments on chapters, yes... but they still come back and make up for it

you might think that i don't reply too often, i'm sorry... i'm not snob at all...

but i just don't have the time yet and i feel like i'm giving answers on the following updates

if i could just reply to everyone... i would... i definitely would

i said it so many times that i read every single comment... i read each of them like 4-5 times

i do, because it makes me feel good and it inspires me, and it tells me what i need to do about my fics

its a perfect guideline for authors, you know

hmmm... i don't know... i just wish you responded like you did before, i am poorly updating x_x

still, i thank everyone who does everything, from subscribing, to commenting, to voting up

and to even help me catch culprits XD you guys are the best

you are the reason why my fics are surviving... i hope you guys will keep spreading kyumin!

after all it's what we're here for :)

by the way, have you voted here? if not, please do...

i will be ending "Connected" only 3 chapters left.

and since i'm close to 1500 subscribers, i will be making surprises for everyone :)

i'll be up to here... i have to finish my update for "Connected"

thank you everyone for taking time to read this

i know i will probably be hearing from the same old people who show me their endless support

for that... i really love you guys!

-sohpee-

-kyupeemin-