Stressed out

like the title says, im pretty stressed out.

i have this job as a promoter for a few months now, i thought i should earn my own money cuz im 17 now, and its about time i learned about working.

it was okay during summer and i said to myself  "oh, if its this easy why not work during highschool too?"

and im going to my classes in the morning, i get back home, eat, take a shower and go to work in the evening. oh, and also in weekends.

its using all my energy! and all my time! and its so freakin boring you just have to stand there in a supermarket or hypermarket and promote a ty product that you dont even use or like! and you dont get the slightest chance of sitting down. not one sec!

but...on ther hand, I LOVE having MY money, and spending it the way I WANT!

im not that superficial, to spend money on clothes, and make up and crap like that. im seriously thinking about saving some to pay for special courses for english, japanase and if its enough money maybe korean. english is not my first language, romanian is, and i have to take some big exams at english to study at an university abroad.

i like writing fanfics, and im not so content that i dont have enough time anymore to think about smth new for a chapter.

i hope my inspiration comes along whenever i have free time.

my chapters are usually long, and it takes some time to put up a new scene, but i have my fans support which i adore so thx every1 <3

 

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