I just wanted to share this. It actually brought me to tears. It's our 5th month. And this is by far the best gift he gave me. It's a letter.

Hey babe,

Happy 5 months together!

God. Feels like it's been years.

Kidding! Or not.

I know I at expressing my REAL feelings. But I show it, yeah? Do you feel it?

I'm sorry. This is awkward.

I love you.

And I know that the future, or our future together to be exact, is still unclear, I want you to know that I really like being with you. Okay.

That's lame.

I love being with you.

You understand me better than anybody else. Maybe because we agree that we disagree half the time.

But you know what I mean.

Anyways.

I'm sorry for not being a good boyfriend at times. I'm a good boyfriend, right? At times? Right?

I'm sorry for that.

I will not promise.

I will be a good boyfriend. A better one.

Don't worry. You're the best girlfriend I ever had. *sounds like I had so many girlfriends before*

Baby, I love you.

I don't know why. I just do.

I'm crying right now.

ㅋㅋㅋ

Gay. So gay.

I just miss you.

And I love you very much.

Sorry I can't write a good letter.

But at least I got to tell you that I love you. And every moment that I'm not with you, I still think about you and that I miss you everytime.

Sometimes I love you is not enough. I hope I showed enough.

I love you.

Love,

your Jae

*Still crying*