Hey, guys!

I don’t know if any of you will read this, or even bother about it, doesn’t matter I guess. Naah, kidding; I do hope you read this.

For my readers-slash-subscribers of Forget me? Don’t even think about it, Hunter, and “I am yours, and you are mine”, I don’t know how many more apologies I need to say, but I’m really sorry for not updating as fast/frequent as other authors.

I was hoping that during summer I could upload one chapter for each fic per month. I had written a few drafts for some chapters, ideas, maybe even a possibility of something big happening to the characters.

For Forget me? Don’t even think about it I had written up to 5 chapters, all not complete, but it’s still long enough to be posted, add more things, and then get it fixed. I’ve also written at least 4 different outlines of short stories for “I am yours, and you are mine.” And as for Hunter, I’ve done the first few paragraphs for the next chapter.

My main point of this blog post, however…

Did you know that the worst thing that could ever happen to writers/authors like me is when we lose our drafts that we’ve worked day and night on? Well, I don’t know how other authors would feel, but for me, it felt as if the world just stopped spinning and everything and everyone just stopped moving.

That’s exactly what had happened to me a few weeks after I last posted FM? DETAI (that was somewhere in July). My laptop decided to die on me…and bring all my drafts, chapters, ideas down with it. So…technically every single one of my documents – all gone! I wanted to cry! Actually…I did. It might sound pathetic of me, but I did. I worked hard on those drafts, and – and – I – gaaaaaahd! I nearly had everything planned out for FM? DETAI, I put my efforts into making that fic better than I had written it before! And for “IAY, YAM”, I can’t even begin to talk about that one.

I know I should’ve saved everything into my external drive, so I blame my stupidity.

I have a new laptop now, but I’ve lost my inspiration to write and all my previous ideas, I doubt they’re coming back to me. Maybe for “IAY, YAM” I can try to rack my brain and come up with something. I do love writing (it’s one of the two of my great loves), and I can start with it to get my inspiration back. It might take me a while to get back on track, and I hope you guys will be willing to wait for me.

I give you endless cookies if you manage to read this blog post all the way up to here. ❤❤❤❤❤

Ps. Expect an update for "I am yours, and you are mine" hopefully this week.