XD

So yesterday I finally had a day off from work... I work 7 days a week kekeke so it’s a big deal for me to get a single day off.,,

I went to the mall and splurged a bit...

then this mall announcement rings throughout the whole place.

"paging ms. xxxxx xx xxxxxxx. paging xxxxx xx xxxxxxx, please proceed to the customer service area... blah blah... etc."

I almost dropped the gundam box I was holding!

the name mentioned happened to be my very first girl crush!

last I saw her was in kindergarten and I could totally see a flashback scenario going on in my head.

*enter flashback* 

kindergarten classroom.

lilium: xxxxx! write this down in my notebook!

xxxxx: write it yourself! I have to copy my own notes, too!

lilium: i'll do yours! (grabs her notebook)

xxxxx: why?

lilium: just write!

[little lilium just wanted to have her crush's handwriting in her own notebook!]

*end flashback*

I havent seen this girl in, like, 18 years... but I remember her being sooooooo darn pretty back then in kinder... <3 she transferred to another school after that kinder schoolyear so i never seen/heard from her again.

I tried searching her name in various social networking sites before but came up with zilch. So when I heard her name (I know this was her cuz she has a very distinct name and she was the only one I know with this type of name.)

I remember thinking about how I would approach her when I stepped onto the escalator. I was like, 'hey, xxxxx, you probably don’t remember me but I was your classmate in kindergarten and I had this super crush on you before.' then run away. I was like, I don’t care what she says, as long as I say it to her. we probably won’t even meet ever again after today.

So I rushed out of the toy store and headed to the said customer service area.

Then I saw her!

OH MY GAAAAAAAH she's so BEAUTIFUL.

O_O

I almost died.

I was smiling like a dork and I was about to go near her when suddenly...

"MAMA!"

A kid yelled out, crying and running to her.

*INSERT RAIN CLOUDS OVER MY HEAD HERE!*

oh my effin gah.

she has a kid.

she's married.

and im like... O_O

HUWAT?!

i didn't bother approaching her anymore. i just walked away after that.

oh well.

*sigh*

at least I saw again after all these years. :)

shall I turn this little experience into a yulsic fic? hahaha!