so... i wanna tell something about me that i can't tell to people around me. english isn't my mother language so i,m sorry if i write the sentences wrong. i like someone. i know him since 3 years ago. i met him when i have some scout activities in malaysia. we stay there just for 1 week. at first i didn't have any feelings for him. i only see him as a funny and kind brother to me. when i went to petroscience, my sandals were broke in the way to exit door. i force him playfully to lent his sandals to me until the bus because i had to take the back door to exit. he refused it. but still i playfully force him. in the end he gave me the sandals. it felt not right for me, i thought he already mad at me so he decided to lent it. so i said that i was joking he didn't have to lent it for real. but he said he wasn't mad and he want me to used his sandals. that's when i realized that he has charms. and now, when i entered high school, i meet him again. he's in his last year in high school while it's my first. 1 week in high school i realized again that i like him. actually, he's not a handsome man. he's not popular. he's a cute guy. he's really funny. he's smart (not only in subjects but in religion too). he's befriending with anyone, the popular one and the nerd one. i like him, but i don't hope that he will be my boyfriend in the future. i want him to be my future husband. i never thinking about to have a boyfriend-girlfriend relationship since i was a little. i want to graduate from high school and collage, then i want to get married already. for now, i want him to be my future husband. my kind and funny husband. i'm starting to pray to have him as my husband in the future hehe :P AAAAARRRGGGHHHH I REALLY WANT HIM TO BE MY HUSBAND!!!!! PLEASE GOD ANSWER MY PRAY~!!