Goodbye AFF!

Decided to make a blog about it because I know how irritating it is to see a fanfic update with an author's note on it. lol.

Okay, long story short, I'm thinking of just leaving AFF. As in, dropping my fic just like that. I feel an unbelievable amount of guilt but as I reread through my story, I feel so unsatisfied about it and I seriously can't be bothered to go through everything to fix things up. I'm sorry.

I honestly like my two-shot a lot better than my chaptered fanfic as a whole. I feel like the more I get used to writing, my writing gets worse. It's usually the opposite!

I'm thinking of giving my fanfic to someone, but the problem is, who would want it? And would the readers mind looking at two completely different styles of writing?

Or, I can just delete 'The Roommate' and come up with something better. I'll get myself a beta this time. 

Even though I said that I'll stop writing, I probably won't, but I would most likely stop writing TR. 

I'll leave the story up for now in case anyone else wants to read it (even though it'll remain unfinished unless something happens and I suddenly update), but don't be surprised if you can't find the story anymore. It means that I've deleted it.

I'm sorry. Please understand. I'm so unhappy with myself so it might be long before I start something new. But I promise you, I will write something a lot better, very very soon!

I know you're all probably really angry with me (I'd get pissed if an author just drops their story off like that too). But this is goodbye for now. (:

**UPDATE: I've deleted it. Thank you to all my 376 subscribers for putting up with my crap. I'm really, truly sorry. 

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syaris
#1
;___________; i'm literally crying . the roomate is like .. i dont know how to describe it . i've re-read it like millions of times . i mean , its a really good fic . idk why i read it like so many times but sometimes i find myself rereading again as again . urghhh :( i really want to read the future update of the roomate . even so , i respect your decision of doing so . i look forward to your future stories .

psps , really dont want you to leave aff . krisyeol stories are just rare ya know . all krisyeolers love you ya know :)
norbertandfawkes
#2
wow i guess i'm one of the lucky ones who able to read chapter 16 >_____<
thank you so much for writing TR and i honestly think that it's a great fic, i just reread it yesterday gdi ;;
i understand your decision and i hope you'll comeback real soon ^^

p.s: i hope you won't delete all night long hehe
Mutantbic
#3
oh wow. i had thought it was going well... thank you for what you had written so far and I'm sad to see you go. if you ever want a beta, let me know. I'll do it if you like. good luck.
FlameFlowerful
#4
wow. okay i understand ur personal decision to delete it. i really adored that fic because good krisyeols are rare. thank you so much for it.