suicide

i tried that on thursday.. about to try it again, soon.

nothing is helping. 

just cutting my thighs, like the old days. 

 

 

sorry for being such a disappointment, dad.

me, your forever youngest angel, has turned out to be an ugly, self-cutting disappointment.

sorry for making you suffer, dad....

i just want to be with you again so bad..

why must you go to heaven without me,

though i know suiciding would send me to hell,

            life's not worth it without you

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princessronnie #1
No plz don't do tat if u need to talk to someone I will be here but plz don't hurt urself
Siwonsehunoppa #2
Don't kill yourself. It's not worth it. If you died, you think you will meet your dad and have a wonderful life? No. You don't know where you will go, heaven or hell.
Why killing yourself when most of the dead people wants your life? Think about those who loves you. Maybe your dad wants you to be on his side too, but he loves you so much that he wants you to live longer.
If you kill yourself, you will regret it later. “You will never know what you have until you lost them.”
Please don't hurt yourself:( You don't want to make your dad cry would you? Just like what -aegyo- said, pray to God. He will answer your prayer. If He didn't, He has better plans He's going to do with your life. And you're still 13. That's the same age as I am and we still have a long journey!
Fight through your problems! Hwaiting!!
-aegyo- #3
Ilham, be strong okay. What is the problem that you are facing? You can share with me your problems if you want to, maybe I can help and make you feel better. No matter how big your problem is, I'm sure its not worth ending your life for it. Just think about other people in the world who faces much more problem than you do. Be grateful for what u have. Im sure Something good is gonna happen soon.

Doa dekat tuhan, Dia maha mendengar.
Dia boleh tolong awak.
Semua perkara yang berlaku ada hikmah, dugaan wujud untuk buat awak lebih tabah.
Okay? Please promise me to not ever think of suiciding ever again. There's a lot of things in life that you haven't try yet. You are still 13. There's a lot of fun and happy things in life that you are so gonna regret if you commit suicide.
Trust me, committing suicide wouldnt do you any good. Masuk neraka dekat akhirat forever, doesn't it sound scary?
Kpop4meyoonie #4
I understand you and I feel you why don't you think of kpop idols instead if you do that who will wait and cry for their achievements and their dorkiness is it really Nesscary . I sometimes think I should die to but am scared who will take care my ipad duh right I don't want people to log in and see what i spazz about so YOU have to be there to guard your stuff you know like seriously .... You have to wait for idols, to comeback if you leave OMG but then again think of others people around you at least think of your future ur husband you know like literary husband..*cough* *idols* and you have to spazz with your kids also you know you feel me?!
elosnsd99 #5
seriously don't do that ad I'm not just saying that cause i don't want to feel bad or something!!! please don't don't that I swear i'll do anything!!! Your life is so precious !!!
you're so important to so many people!!
Come on I now it's hard but you can do it! you ARE strong enough so sop hurting yourself and get back to your sense!!
You're not thinking straight for now so please stop cutting and just go to sleep when you'll get up you'll feel better
and i know what i'm talking about case i tried once too but i swear it's not the solution even if it hurts so much you'd rather die than live just bear with it for a little while and verything is gonna be alright!
If you ever need someone to talk to talk to me I'll always be there!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hwaiting <3 <3 <3
Koobaby
#6
What do you think you doing? You know how important is your life? Maybe for you it is not, but for other people, for you dad, I'm sure your life is more important than anything. I don't think you being a failure or something like that would disappoint your dad. But you, who was trying to commit suicide, would disappoint your dad. Don't even think of doing that again!
sunnyah143
#7
dont suicide. think of all the people out there who cares and wants to get to know you. Think of us, and how we want to be your friends. Think of us as your extended family. Dont think of suicide... and certainly dont cut yourself. It maybe a way that you can let go of pain, but we certainly dont want to see you in pain. dont do this. its not the only way you can go, and think of your dad. wouldnt he want you to live life happy? if you spit at the world, it will spit back. instead smile and go through life, and the world cant do anything to you. be strong, and if u ever need anyone we are here. i am here. i honestly hate seeing people in pain, when i know i can do something to help... so please dont hurt yourself.. we all care
dukielovesuuu #8
Committing suicide is ending a whole long list of opportunities you have. I'm sure your father would have loved to have been able to be there with you and see you accomplish amazing things, so show him all you can do because im sure he's watching over you. Please i know that we don't know each other in person but everyone is beautiful, and im sure you are too. So please don't commit suicide its not the only way out!
NinaNaz
#9
No...Pls don't do this :( you know its a sin right?