I'm not supposed to write today. I was so busy yesterday like seriously busy that I crashed on my bed when I arrived home.

I woke up like an hour before I have to leave for a bday..Like I have to leave right now lololol

but i was so inspired by everyone's comments and support and I like decided to write atleast 1/4 of  the fic.

AND ITS LIKE A MISTAKE. SERIOUSLY. I LOOK LIKE AN OLD HAG RIGHT NOW AND I HAVE TO BE AT A PARTY IN LIKE A FEW MINUTES BUT HERE I AM WRITING THE AFTERMATH OF THE DAMN STORM.

I never knew I could cry like that. Like I can't see the ing keyboard for gadsakes. and I was like typing like crazy while crying my heart out. AND I WAS STUPID ENOUGH TO LIKE WRITE IN THE LIVING ROOM. My dad walked by and saw me hysterically crying and typing like an insane madwoman. I like looked at him with bleary eyes and was like "Dad I'm going to a party okay." and he was like having this "omg-why-do-i-have-a-crazy-daughter?" look on his face and asked me if i want water and I was like i want ice cream and he's like sorry no ice cream whatabout juice? and i was like sure.

I'm warning everyone who reads my fic that chapter 7 is ing uggggh.... I just wrote 1/4 of it and its like 900 words already. 900 words of heart wrenching drama. 

Oh well i hope your still alive after reading.

oh and I found this. it looks like kyungsoo and suho