Honey, reading this and I see myself. I'm going through the same thing if not worse. My parents are not only fighting, they're breaking stuff inside the house. My mom kicked out the door to their room and now they have to sleep doorless. I get beat up when I piss her off or do anything "wrong". My advice is to ignore it all. Yes, ignore. That's the best we could do if adults are acting like little kids fighting over a piece of candy. I planned to move out the day I turn 18 ever since I was just a 10 years old girl. That's how bad it is. I'm 17 now, so there's not much time left :) As much as I want it to be, life is not a fanfic. I started writing fanfics because I know my life will never be like one. Just work hard and study hard, for yourself, not for anyone else. You were born to live for yourself ok? Everyone else have their own life to deal with, so don't feel like a burden and just live your own life, do anything you want to do, follow your guts. Sorry if this is too long, but I relate to this. Message me if you need to talk ANYTIME. I know how it feels to be lonely. To hide your tears so no one ask. To hide in the closet and cry all by yourself. The Kpop fandom is like a big family, so don't be afraid to reach out. I can help you vent out your anger and so can alot of people. :) Smile. Everyone's the prettiest when they smile.

My parents went through pretty much the exact same thing their entire lives even with me, and then finally divorced last year. Please talk to me if you need someone to vent to, I can totally relate and I'd love to listen. It's really important to keep friends close at times like these! Message me?