So as i wrote in in love with the enemy, there are reasons as to why im not updating and writing as much as i'd like to. For the full version of what i said go to the AN of this chap http://www.asianfanfics.com/story/view/182265/65/in-love-with-the-enemy-2min-angst-drama-fluff-jongkey-romance-shinee

a quick recap.

 - my mums bf hates me and has taken away all of my technology. Im only allowed my laptop at school.

 - Im suffering with what i belive to be some sort of mix between depression and anxiety

 - my school counciller ignored my proposal to see her

 - i have very little friends left after something stupid that i did at the beginning of the year and continue to do every day for lack of knowing what else to do

 - my father has now officially stopped talking to me. we were supposed to meet each other these hoils but hes gone all 'i want to see you alone only' on me and im just reminded of those poor girls who get pulled into traps like these and get abducted, and murdered. - im not comfortable meeting him alone.

so im sorry if its inconvenient for you to have to wait for updates like you do, but I am battling my own stuff at the moment and need time to do that. Sorry, but... yeah.

I am not posting this so you will feel bad for me and tell me how great i am or anything like that. I just think you guys deserve to know whats going on, not to mention that it feels nice writing it down and getting it out of my system.