I read this fanfiction about Yoseob and Junhyung and Hara...

it was a oneshot...

Yoseob was in love with Junhyung and Junhyung was dating Hara and Yoseob got depressed and stopped hanging around Junhyung and their friends and he was in the park one day and it was cold and snow-y and Hara yelled out to him and suddenly he was stabbed and Hara passed out and Junhyung thought Yoseob had done something to her so he punched him, not knowing he was stabbed, and Yoseob fell over and... DIED.

and I cried, so hard, because it was so beautifully sad

AND I CAN'T FIND IT AGAIN! I WANT TO READ IT AGAIN BUT I CAN'T FIND IT ;-;

I may cry again because I'm so angry/sad that I can't find it anywhere lol

I want it now ;-;