Okay so someone messaged me that one of my fics are being posted somewhere.

Uhm, first I was shoicked because the name of the blog didn’t occur in my list of blogs which I allowed my fics to be translated or to be reposted.

Uhm, other people asked for my fic to translate it which I allow. They also asked if they could actually post it in their blog which I am grateful that even in that simple act, they still sought for my permission. There is even one who just wanted it to share to his four friends but even asked permission from me.

I feel overwhelmed with that. They are so respectful to me thus, I respect them back.

But this person… ugh. I don’t know what to say.

i appreciate that she took interest in my story but i'll appreciate it more if she just ask permission to put it there.

I am just one message away and why not do it?

I am actually mad.

I just want a permission from you not because I effin wanted to shout to everyone hey look my fic blah blah balah go and post it everywhere. I wanted you to ask permission from me because I wanted to feel that I am not being taken for granted. I am busy as hell yet I still wanted to share kyumin feels to you people.

I even let go of those who read without even leaving a comment or even a simple “hey thank you for sharing ..or this story a little but still you exert effort so I’ll be giving you a star or a kiss…”

I even set that story to subscribers only meaning from that, I am keeping it to a limited number of people (becos of personal reasons as stated before) BECOS CONTRARY TO BELIEF that all I want is a lot of subscribers that’s why I’m locking it… is actually the opposite. If I put it to subscribers only.. YOU CAN JUST UNSUBSCRIBED if you don’t like it.

No case with me.

But reading to what I consider as a treasure without even leaving a comment and even putting it to other site without my knowledge…

I think I have all the rights to feel hurt and betrayed.

I hope you understand where I’m coming from. I’m coming from a writer who also has another life aside from shipping kyumin, I’m coming from a situation who has almost 500 subscribers in one fic yet only receives 30-40 comments... I’m coming from someone who feels being taken for granted.

I know I’m not the only one feeling like this but when you write something to make people happy without even expecting a single fee in return but all you got is something like this…I guess it’s not a hppy feeling.

All updates of that fic will not be posted in this site for a time being…

Future updates will be at my community. i will still post updates here the moment i fixed the issue but during the time i FINISHED THE UPDATE YET NO ONE'S BOTHER TO SEND APOLOGIES.. then sorry see you somewhere but not here..

thank you to all who upvoted this fic, commented, subscribed and recommended. i wish we could create bond in this fic until it ends.

Sweetsmirk137.