Strange Day

It was a strange, strange day today. A really strange day that made have all these mixed feelings *sigh* I don't like to be confused. I hate when I feel too much at a time, 'cause it makes me unstable emotionally speaking^^'

Anyway, these past few days I realized something: I have more friends that I thought^^ I mean, I always thought (and still think) that people don't like me because well, I'm me and I'm annoying, make bad jokes, have my own little world that I enjoy and I don't easily let people in, I nag a lot and am a crybaby. But I found out there are a lot of people that think of me in good terms (how should explain this?! OTL, my English is failing me here...). It feels great to know that I managed to change their first impression of me *thumbs up*

*sigh* I swear I had a bad feeling ever since I woke up because I was cold. I dreamt something with a lot of blood, a murder or something like that... I don't quite remember since it's all blurry in my head, but I blame it on the rain! >.< I hate when it's raining during the autumn TT.TT It's so freakin' cold! And because of that dream, I had this, I don't know how to explain it, restless feeling that made me wonder from one room to another without doing anything productive. And then I opened up AFF and, oh well, AFF is a great place, but sometimes it makes me sad...

Anyhow, I tried to make my day a little better and here's what I got from the depths of my heart:

The Most Beautiful Smile

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B_ann1
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You know... Just because someone's good points are more apparent than others', it doesn't make them any better as a person. Neither do visible bad points make you worse than other people. Also, we tend to pick out the worst points in ourselves so that we can improve but very seldom does anyone actually list out their good points, because it's of no use or clear function.
Also, things that you might find are bad about you, to someone else they might be admirable qualities.
Yeah.... I don't know why I felt the need to write that down and it probably made no sense XD
And once again, we seem to be so different :D I love the rain. When it rains, I sleep so well, cause it relaxes me. It's been raining here for a couple of days and I love it ^^