i'm not addict before but when i met snsd especially taeyeon i become one. i always watch their videos on youtube even if i've watch it so many times.. stares at their pictures on google.. search some news and issues about them.. listen to their songs while writing, taking a bath, doing something and when i'm about to sleep.. at first i thought it's just a hobby but it's been years and it become an addiction which is my problem now. i can't get rid of them urg! (i'm not planning too but it makes me crazy and wanting them to sing a song for me live haha) i really love them especially taeny, i know taeny is not lesbians but when you watch their videos you're convince that they're really are.. i want them to end up together hahaha i want to kiss Taeyeon's kissable lips, i want her to sing all the english songs and dance in front of me..wahaha i want to sleep with Tiffany (literally sleep hahaha ;-) and i want to hear her husky and y voice hahaha i want to make argue with jessica about small things and all day long.. ;-) i want Sunny to make aegyo and took care of me (she's the best mom right?? haha) i want Seohyun to tell stories and teach me good manners (because sometimes i'm forgetting to behave haha) i want to eat with Sooyoung, watch horror movies (which is i'm not a fan of it) and laugh all day long.. i want to dance with Yuri and Yoona, and play with the children. i want them to act like they're really are together.. i want to see Hyoyeon to dance and make a new routine with me.. and make a funny moments.. i'm so addict.. :-( this is always just a dream.. well when i dream of them it feels like real then when i woke up i just sighed and feel disappointed.. addiction + crazy thoughts = snsd haha