Lost

So I feel really lost alone... And is in need for someone I could get advice from, and I don't know who to go to. But I'll just talk here..

I don't know what to do, I just really don't. It's depressing living where I live now(with my mom and her boyfriend), I have no friends who care to talk to me. They always like to talk to other people. I tried to talk my mom about moving and she keeps saying that I always say that, but I mean really what am I supposed to do? Lie in my bed and waste my life away? That's seriously what I've been doing for the past year, I've seen the same 3 people when I get home and no one else. It's just depressing. I've been considering if I should move in with my dad or not. I know he'll at least have Internet and stuff for me to do, but I'm so scared too. He's done so many things that's not forgive able. I've tried asking my 'friends' what to do and all they say is that I'll be leaving them when they don't even care to talk to me. I feel like I'm the person everyone goes to when they have problems, and no one cares to listen to me for a change. So I really don't know what to do. _-_ someone please help me..

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Puppyboy #1 Sep 17, 2013 03:04:56

awww im sorry things aren't working out right ;n; perhaps try moving in with your dad for awhile and if things dont work out maybe you would meet a new friend at the new school, if you'd go to a new school im not sure if you would or not, and the new friend could help you out? that's how i got one of my sisters was by meeting her in highschool and she lived alone with her abusive dad and my family adopted her in 9th grade. and even if the worst comes and you think you cant stay with your dad im sure your mom isnt going to not let you back in considering you're only 15 and that's sorta illegal. i hope that helps some <3

JStomp #2 Sep 17, 2013 01:14:14

Sorry to pry in your life but what exactly is the thing your father did? If it's not dangerous then you may consider moving with him. people changes anyway.

if it's dangerous and he won't probably take care of you. then you're better waiting for the day you couls be independent from them. spend your time in something useful, bury yourself in stuffs you need and just wait patiently.