BEST friend? BEST enemy!
I met her 2 years ago, we became super duper close.... She's a friend whom i can tell every single secret that i have because I'm so much sure that all of it is secured in her tongue. Since she knows everything about me and I know everything about her we feel comfortable to each other, to the extent of sleeping on her bed, eating her foods, and paying items for our benefits.. I can also say that our friendship is somewhat next to perfection, we argue but suddenly we became okay,
I just don't understand sometimes, she's so insensitive. She said "I'm just giving respect!"
me "WOW! big word?"
She always says she's just giving respect and well i can't say she doesn't but as of the moment since we are in "WAR" i can say RESPECT? is no longer present in her world!. I don't appreciate her saying respect cause she can't even give me somE!...
CRAP! i hate it so much... not her BUT HER ACTIONS! I thought we are friends and yet she can't understand the situation.
A friend who always knows the best sometimes is a friend who also knows how to destroy your foundation!
CRYING all night last night was just the thing that i do. I tried talking to her, doing my very best to correct my mistakes and yet she can't appreciate it... I already accepted that it's my fault what else should i do, what else should i need to say?!
This time is somewhat serious, i know i'm always the one who approached first before but now the situation is different, I say sorry but she doesn't mind. I guess i need to take a long break for her to understand things on her own! She's a friend whose pride swallowed her soul, a friend who can't forgive easily and a friend who doesn't know to correct her mistakes. I thought she's a great on yet their is still imperfection in herself, i can't deny we're imperfect but she, shes's something over! She hardly tells the word "SORRY" keeps telling "it's not my fault why should i?"
PLEASE YOUR PRIDE SWALLOWED IT TODAY PLEASE! :'(
People must know yo forgive, accept repentance, and know how to say thank u and sorry.
I am a person who doesn't need a lot of friend i only need some who knows to listen and understand. :|
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