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    Hey! I've been doing a lot of research lately on how to create layouts. It's a bit confusing at first, but once you get the hang of it, it's a lot easier! Isn't that the case with all things though? Hmm... I want to make cool layouts, since I fail at graphics. I mean, I'll still try to do graphics, but for now, I'm focusing on layouts. By the way, how is school for all of you (if you have school)? If you're wondering, college is pretty damn hard. -cries- Luckily, my roommate is super smart and she helps me. <3

     Does anyone know anything else about YG's new group? I'm really curious. Moving on, I've been having serious SuJu feels lately. I think it's because I'm watching Skip Beat again. A-And Siwon...A-And Donghae...A-And -dies-. That show is too much for me, I die every time one of them comes on screen. I recommend that drama because it's hilarious and...Siwon and Donghae are in it. >.>

    I am seriously so upset with myself, because I have to put some of my stories on hiatus. The hiatus will start on Monday, so you have until then to vote. Only two stories will not be on hiatus and that's not including my 'apply' fic and my review shop. So, yeah. Vote away! Honestly, it bothers me because I started them in the first place for my own selfish reasons. I could have just wrote the chapters and saved them onto my computer, but no, I had to flippin upload them. I feel like a jackass because now I'm causing all of my wonderful subscribers trouble.

    However, if Past, Present, and Future doesn't go on hiatus, that's a really good thing. Actually, I'm kind of sad because that's my first fic and it's ending soon. Don't worry, there's still a lot left to happen, but the end is not that far away. Because of that, I'll be able to take another story off of hiatus sooner. So...yeah! Now, you might be wondering, if you put some of your stories on hiatus, will you be able to update the other ones every day? No! Like I said, I am super busy, I'll probably only be able to update them once or maybe twice a week. And twice is if I'm lucky.

    I've been playing a lot of guitar lately. Sad songs for the most part, and my roommate is always like, "Dude, your putting me down. , what are you, an angsty teen?" To which I just nod slowly. Because sometimes I feel like acting immature, sometimes I want to act like a little child. I want to throw a tantrum, pound the floor and scream because things aren't going how I want them to go. Sadly, I'm not a child, and I can't do that. So instead, I get those emotions out through music. Playing the piano or the guitar helps me unwind. That was random, but, yeah.

    In other news, something really sad happened yesterday. Let me explain. You see, a lot of people believed that because I rejected everyone that asked me out, I didn't like anyone. That's not the case, because I did in fact like someone. That person was like...everything to me. I obsessed over him, no one knew about that, but it happened. He didn't know, as much as I wanted him to, and at the same time...I'm thankful that he never found out. Because a lot would be different had he found out. Continuing on, I reconnected with him yesterday, and it was really awkward for me. Honestly, the smallest part of me still harbors feelings for him, but he has a girlfriend now. And they're living together. Dreams= Crushed.

   On that same topic of things changing...So, I've left high school and moved onto the next stage of my life. And it seems that all of my old friends are beginning to grow up, change and move on. But I'm stuck in the past. Yes, things have changed. However, I am preventing large changes to happen...Because I'm scared of what might happen. I know, I have to grow up at some point, but, what if I don't want to? Then I'll be a grandma listening to k-pop, -dies-. 

   Nothing else to say. got deep in this post. Bae Suzy is ing awesome...BYEBYE!!!

~HeartsU-Kiss