So I just found out that my sister is dating...

Ouch, I don't know why I am so upset about it!

I feel, well like my happy bubble just burst...(if that makes sense :P)

I am very happy for her and stuff, but now I feel like I have lost one of my closest friends to

this jock-a$$hole-looking guy!

Truthfully though I think it is just a painful hit in the face by reality, a reminder that I am alone.

I have no one to fangirl with anymore, no one to talk prevy K-pop, or to watch Korean TV/Dramas with.

 It really feels empty to sit and watch your close siblings and friends grow up and move on, leaving you behind.

Ah, the sad woes of a K-Pop fan girl, forever alone ;)