okay, I just want to rant my feelings out

sadly, i just learned, my friends are so insensitive

don't ever, ever, ever, ever tell me about my family or my family name.

i dont tell--no, pester anyone to change their last name 5x a day so that my ing locker could be close to theirs

i dont want to be a part of a pack

i like independence

at first i was sad that i was far from them, but no, its a freaking goddamn blessing

i am never telling them my feelings or any ,, i will do my ing best to not speak to them about how i feel, or my family, or whatever it is that is personal to me.

i will give short cold answers.

i am not really good at expressing my feelings to other people, even now, while typing this impulsively, i have a  bit of a hard time expressing my feelings

i actually have a desire to be cold, and emotionless now