So this is somewhat a continuation of my last blog post. Here I will share with you some things I live by. I originally had this on a writing site and will share it with your beautiful faces.
I tend to say some strange and oddly deep thing when I'm half asleep. Here, I shall share my wise(?) words. Some about love, some about life, some about nothing really. I will say, I do tend to cuss like a sailor. If you don't like strong language, just a warning.
Growing Up
Life is a scary thing. But at the same time, it's quite fantastic. We're free to do whatever we want. You don't have to choose what you want to be just yet. I'm pretty sure I wanted to be a princess in my earlier years. Dreams come and go. I'll go along with what I've got and I down the path of my current dream. If things change, I'll adjust. I will follow my dreams wherever they may take me. Like I said, we're free to do what we want with what we have. That thought is both terrifying and amazing at the same time. I'd like to focus on the amazing part now and worry about terrifying when I get to it.
Fitting In
I wear whatever the hell I want. Fashion is something I love and I don't need your approval. Hell, if I thought I looked good in clown shoes, I'd wear those goddamn clown shoes with pride! You can wear whatever you want and whoever doesn't like it can a duck. You know what the difference between your opinion on my clothing options and a pizza is? I want pizza. Listen, all you have to do is walk down the hall with your head held high. whoever doesn't like you. Don't like me? Don't care. Don't waste your time trying to gain the approval of people who will only ever want to change you. Be your own god damn beautiful self because my darling you are mighty fine.
Mirror
So maybe you aren't happy with yourself right now. It's understandable. Let me share with you something. Everyday, I want you to smile at yourself in the mirror. The first day, the smile may be fake. Maybe you aren't genuinely happy with what you see in the mirror. Keep looking, though. Keep looking in that mirror and smiling. I don't care if you look like a lunatic. Smile everyday at yourself. One day, that smile will be real. One day, you WILL be happy with what you say. On that day, you are truly your most beautiful. My dear, you are always beautiful. Keep on smiling. Keep on looking like a lunatic. Because you are beautiful.
Young Love
My dear, love is a strange thing. We do stupid things for love. Trust me, I know. We are still young, however. There is much for us to learn, my dear. While we are still young, follow your heart. We have room for error while we still have raging hormones and the height of our worries is that English paper you didn't do. Follow. Your. Heart. Who cares where it takes you? Right now, you can live a little. I mean, don't become a YOLOtard. That, my dear, is a mixture of living a little and pure stupidity. Just live with what you have. Don't worry about the long term. While we're young, we can love blindly and learn from our mistakes. In Sleeping Beauty, they burned all the spindles and Aurora never learned what they were and why she wasn't to touch one. This is what brought her to her predicament of the whole hella long nap time. Don't burn everything so that you only ever experience them in real life. This is training here. We will learn together, my dear, and face the world after we've learned from our young love.
Funny
It's funny, we care more about others than we do ourselves. If someone we care for is hurting, we want them to get better at any expense. When we ourselves are hurting, it's okay. We don't need to get better. Sometimes to ourselves, we aren't worth it. I hope that if you feel you aren't worth it, my dear, someone will care for you deeply. That way, at least someone will force you to be better.
Stupid Questions
If there's one question I hate more than anything, it's to describe yourself in one word.
The am I supposed to say to that?
No one can truly and genuinely describe themselves in one word. No one knows who they are. Part of life is finding yourself along the way. No one knows what they're doing. And if you do, I want to be your best friend. Life isn't supposed to be something we have all figured out.
So next time, don't ask me to describe myself in one word. If you do, I'll sure as hell give you an answer.
Annoyed.
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