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Firstly, story reccomendations? (i'm recommending them myself and not on the request of the author.) 

1. Touch of Fear. (dreamyflower)

What blew me off on this story was on how addicting it  was, if i didn't read at least a chapter of it a day, i would feel drprived of oxygen. Basically, it's that amazing. It's a sehun x oc fic and i seriously think the author developed her stories THAT well. I'm been looking for a really good sehun story for so long, because all the sehun stories mainly go pass the line of him falling in love with a noona and that's kind of boring tbh. So this was a really good refreshing story to read :D 

2. Thug Wife (exoism)

Best Luhan Rated-M sotry ever. I can safely say this because i mean, this author's stories blow me off, like BABOOM  haha. Luhan is made as a narchissit yet he seems humane and the way she incoporates actual places in Korea into the story and adds in different cultures of other countries is stunning. I can't say too much because this story is just too amazing. 

3. When Night and Day become one. (iHeart-u)

This story actually features Luhan so differently i'm amazed. His character is potrayed in such a way that you don't know if he actually likes the oc or not, and you never know what's his next move is. Very interesting to guess what his next move is actually haha.

Secondly, insecurities. 

Basically, i'm a really bipolar person, i mean anyone can suddenly get mood swings and get all sad, but for me, it actually happens most of the time and i can't help myself. It's like in the middle of the night and i'm suddenly thinking like, why am i so ugly, fat etc etc. And then i start thinking about how ish my writing is. Basically it kinds of depresses me that my writing lets me down, while i'm writing, it looks so good and then when i publish it i'm like wtf this is so bad /mentallycries/ I'm really worried about this because i really LOVE writing like acghsdds, i'm been writing compositions for like so many years and it's actually my first time taking on a full time sotry and the stress is like seriously killing me because there are so many awesome authors out there and everywhere i read their stories, i cry at my lack of skills. Maybe i shouldnt be acting like this because i'm so inferior of myself and insecure ;----; 

Thirdly, 

EXAMS. Basically, this year's exams are super important to me,because in my country, studeies are everything, if you don't study, you're better off dead, i mean, like seriously. So i'm going to be on a SUPER LONG HIATUS. like THAT LONG. I'm going to be 'dead' until 7 october and then i'll be back to PARTY WOOHOOO. sooooo, none of the stories will be updated ;-; i'm sorry if i disappointed boohoohoo, but i'll be back YAY. 

okie lovies, ciao for now, 

pandamaomao :DD