I'm not sure how many of my readers will see this, but hopefully most of you will.

Life suddenly decided to make my life more difficult. At first, it was just getting back into the routine of school again since it's that time of year again. But then drama reared its ugly head, and right now I'm almost at my breaking point and the drama only started like three days ago. I hate getting involved in drama, because usually it starts from something insignificant (in my cases anyway) and slowly grows into one huge pile of emotional mess.

But to my dismay, the drama this time is personal and hurts like hell.

Most peope I know say that a broken heart or the feeling of rejection is the worst feeling ever, but to me, it isn't. I've experienced both and neither come close to what I'm feeling right now. What really hurts me is when the people I trust, the people I thought would always have my back and always be there for me, take advantage of me and use me. I hate that feeling of being betrayed by people I thought I could trust, because I've always been a wary person to begin with. I don't let anyone see the vulnerable side of me that easily. It takes a while for me to be able to trust a person, before I let down my walls and let them into my heart, and I don't mean that in just a romantic way. I mean that even as friends. Once I let you in, you're within the walls of my heart and I trust you not to hurt me from the inside.

Yet people have done that to me recently, and to be honest, I feel like complete right now. 

Due to my current state of mind, I'm not in the mood to write, and I don't know when I will be. I can't convey into words how awful I feel right now. I need time to recover from my ordeal, before I go back to writing.

I'm sorry again to my readers and subscribers. I'll be back, don't worry. I just don't know when that'll be.

I'm also sorry for using the couple tags in the post when I'm not even talking about them. I just figured it'll help some of my readers see this blog post, if they ever wonder where I've gone. I... I just need time.

Hope you all will understand.

-Writer Wooper