I cannot believe my story Beautiful Secret is coming to an end. The first time I write it, it's basically just a simple imagination of Spartace that I had while watching Running Man. I even thought it's only gonna be about 10 chapters. But how lucky I am to get such beautiful supports, beautiful readers that helps me, motivate me to write up until almost 50 chapters. Yepp, I think I'm gonna stop at 50. If there is any continuation, then I guess it has to be another title. 50 is too much I think (although the story in each chapter may not be that long).

Frankly, I am a dreamy girl. I'm easily imagining or dreaming of another story lines for celebrities that I like. I guess, that's how I got the idea of Spartace. When I watch Running Man and there's a skinship between Spartace, I always ask myself "Why are they so comfortable with each other? Wasn't there any feelings at all?" And that's how I got the idea to elaborate my story line. Who cares if what I'm guessing/creating is not true. Coz it is a fanfic, where you were allowed to expressed your feelings, imaginations, delusion. I'm sure many Spartace fans shared the same feelings as mine, and being delusional as well. I really hope they can be together. But hope is just a hope. I still wish for their best with whoever partner they choose. 

Beautiful Secret is my baby in writing fanfic. Why is the title Beautiful Secret? Because there were many secrets in Spartace heart. At first they only keep it to themselves, and then they share it just between them, lastly they share it with the public. But not everything they can share to the public. Which means they still have their beautiful moments, beautiful things that only they knew. That's why it is called BEAUTIFUL SECRET. 

I hope I will continue writing after this, even for other celebrities. I'd love to hear & read other stories/ideas. I hope many talents will come out thru fanfic. Not only for fun, I hope I can deliver good messages and motivations to the readers. Sometimes we are easily give up, lost hope, thinking negative & etc. And without realize, that actually drained our energy. Life is too short to be wasted. Enjoy life to the max (in a good way) and you'll be smiling in the future when you recall that you had so many good memories instead of the bad one. 

If you need someone to listen to, to let out your feelings, to get advice (especially to Beautiful Secret readers), you can try to inbox me. I'll try to help the best that I can. I am not that good, I have my bad moments, my own problems. But I believe when you shared loves with others, without realizing it the universe will return many more loves to you. And hopefully it will make the world a much happier and loving place. 

Hope to see you in the next post. Take care!