Apparently, I'm on the good term again with Pororo (my bf, whom looks like Baekhyun till my friend told me). Everytime he would talk or do something that I've never imagine I'll get the tingle feelings, stomach churning. Since he's younger a year by me, I tend to sputtering about my days to him. He'll give comment and so on. Before, he used to be a very jealous guy. He didn't even like it when my guy friends come near me. I didn't even realized it at first but as time goes by, I told him if he wanted to be with me, he needs to learn to behave. And he did. For once, we haven't officially gf & bf yet but we acknowledge our feelings towards each other. Sure thing we get into troubles at time. But I am afraid if the people around us know about us.

No, I'm not ashame of him. Not that I think he's stuoid because his classmate kept saying he's stupid since he always held the last place in his class. He didn't did it because he's stupid, it happened because he's lazy. That's all.

To this, I am more ashame of myself. i hate the idea of people judging him and saying things I dislike to hear about him. Last week, I remembered it when he went to our class searching for a friend of mine because a teacher asked him to, a girl who's my classmate have a serious fangirling about him.

"OMG! It's W (initial for Pororo's brother) younger brother!"

"He's so cute... look at his dimples"

He can't help but was shy and blushing. He told me. But its the first time I felt seriously jealous about him. 

I even hate the idea when W says that Pororo is younger than me and kinda didn't suit me. Not that I had to get W permission if Pororo himself is eager to be with me right? Even now, W hates it when I'm with Pororo. I asked Pororo about that, and he said that even he himself doesn't have any idea why the hell his brother, W butting in our matter. 

W happened to be a classmate of mine. He sat not far from me and he would always trying to follow me. I seriously find that annoying. He pays no attention to the other girls, so why did he become so busybody about me? Well, he's getting on my nerves.

About this complicated love thing, I was curious, 

Had you guys went through those symptoms like i do when you're in a relationship? Like; stomach churning, happy for no reason, laughing out of nowhere, etc. I tend to get it so much lately.

He's not the first boyfriend tho but strangely the symptoms occured to me pretty well.